in cele of halloween P2

head out 4 lunch with Lynn aft a short rest..
went 2 aeon supa follow by to keisei stn nearby 4 lunch..
decided 2 pay e same restaurant a visit aft e previous attempt..
we end up ordering e same main + side dish - gyoza!
spotted halloween decor everywhere!
including 1 of my dislikes - pumpkin figurines..
i brin along raju's kapi everywhere i go..
ohh, i managed 2 witness daybreak durin my 710 again! heheh~
yeah~ whole mth of states + korea + ams = more boots wear!

this entry is so random..
i think i need 2 replenish my slp..
its Topaz Tour 8hrs ltr with Lynn!
am visiting Statue of Liberty, Empire State Building,
World Trade Center Site, Rockefeller Center/St. Patrick's Cathedral
& finally the United Nations for photo taking!
am so gonna snap until i drop!
golden half & cheki is coming along with cancan! ;)

Currently On Repeat Mode...

花 接受凋零 风 接受追寻
心的伤还有一些不要紧
我接受你的决定

你将会被谁抱紧 唱什么歌哄他开心
我想着天空什么时候会放晴
地球不曾为谁停一停

你的明天 有多快乐 不是我的
我们的爱是唱一半的歌
时间把习惯换了 伤口愈合
也撤销我再想你的资格

你的祝福 一半甜的 一半苦的
像我手中冷掉的可可
最最教人残念的总是未完成的
我只能唱着 一半的歌

你将会被谁抱紧 唱什么歌哄他开心
我想着天空什么时候会放晴
地球不曾为谁停一停

你的明天 有多快乐 不是我的
我们的爱是唱一半的歌
时间把习惯换了 伤口愈合
也撤销我再想你的资格

你的祝福 一半甜的 一半苦的
像我手中冷掉的可可
最最教人残念的总是未完成的
我只能唱着 一半的歌

我的明天 快不快乐 都是我的
我们的爱是唱一半的歌
时间把习惯换了 伤口愈合
也撤销我再想你的资格

你的祝福 一半甜的 一半苦的
像我手中冷掉的可可
最最教人残念的 总是未完成的
另一半的歌


Talk to me
Speak with me
Don't sink before you rise, baby
Don't fade away
You hesitate
You seem to wait
For all the time we had
Feels a world away
Who's to say, we'll be okay
We will make it through the night
Don't want to wake up in this state
I just want us both to smile
Cause we're the same
And I know that will never change
Look, I bought your favorite ice cream
I don't want to see it melt away
If you walk out now
I don't know if we could be the same
Baby, just talk with me
Cause I want you to stay here with me
The memories
The things we did
I locked inside my heart
Where I know I won't forget
And now, who's to say, we'll be okay
We will make it through the night
Don't want to wake up in this state
I just want us both to smile
Cause we're the same
And I know that will never change
Look, I bought your favorite ice cream
I don't want to see it melt away
If you walk out now
I don't know if we could be the same
Baby, just talk with me
Cause I want you to stay here with me
I want you to stay here with me

cldnt slp well last nite..
am spotting deep eye bag + eye ring. ;(
whole night of tossing & turning..
am gonna try e slping pills my 3-ban mentioned..
mayb when im bac to nrt on the 2nd..

in cele of halloween..

c what raju caught 4 me?!
its 2 kapi on top of a pumpkin!
hahaha~ so qiao saw her b4 goin off 4 flt..
the feeling is oh-so-nice!
too bad was only short-lived..

anyway, happy halloween in advance!
im gonna cele my halloween in New York!!
hohoh~ am visting the Statue of Liberty finally! ;D

♥ Mac Monopoly Madness ♥

ytd we head 2 Mac 4 a quickie..
surprisingly, my stomach actually had space for 2 meals.
had 2 mcnuggets meal but half of e fries was wasted.
then i sold my ice milo to lisa who needed another cuppa.
won 2 instant prize frm the monopoly win thing.
francine got a 2nd serving iced latte & lisa got another apple pie.

then i went 2 change extra yen & bght some tidbits 4 my flt.
we stayed e longest at the tidbits section..
and each of us grabbed sth..
yeah! have got my fave meiji apple gummy!

every1's happy but i think im e happiest.
i was even hoping of havin mac as supper again! ;x

mush, can i change cheesecake to mac as supper?
pretty plsss... since i'll be away for 8 days.... ;D

BOB MARLEY..

i came across this blog of my junior & know about this bob marley..
did a random search and here i was presented with much info..
here's 1 interesting piece to share from him on How To Love A Woman :

“You may not be her first, her last, or her only. She loved before she may love again. But if she loves you now, what else matters? She’s not perfect – you aren’t either, and the two of you may never be perfect together but if she can make you laugh, cause you to think twice, and admit to being human and making mistakes, hold onto her and give her the most you can.
She may not be thinking about you every second of the day, but she will give you a part of her that she knows you can break – her heart. So don’t hurt her, don’t change her, don’t analyze and don’t expect more than she can give. Smile when she makes you happy, let her know when she makes you mad, and miss her when she’s not there.”

& here's another longer piece.. do finish reading it..

“Only once in your life, I truly believe, you find someone who can completely turn your world around. You tell them things that you’ve never shared with another soul and they absorb everything you say and actually want to hear more. You share hopes for the future, dreams that will never come true, goals that were never achieved and the many disappointments life has thrown at you. When something wonderful happens, you can’t wait to tell them about it, knowing they will share in your excitement. They are not embarrassed to cry with you when you are hurting or laugh with you when you make a fool of yourself. Never do they hurt your feelings or make you feel like you are not good enough, but rather they build you up and show you the things about yourself that make you special and even beautiful. There is never any pressure, jealousy or competition but only a quiet calmness when they are around. You can be yourself and not worry about what they will think of you because they love you for who you are. The things that seem insignificant to most people such as a note, song or walk become invaluable treasures kept safe in your heart to cherish forever. Memories of your childhood come back and are so clear and vivid it’s like being young again. Colours seem brighter and more brilliant. Laughter seems part of daily life where before it was infrequent or didn’t exist at all. A phone call or two during the day helps to get you through a long day’s work and always brings a smile to your face. In their presence, there’s no need for continuous conversation, but you find you’re quite content in just having them nearby. Things that never interested you before become fascinating because you know they are important to this person who is so special to you. You think of this person on every occasion and in everything you do. Simple things bring them to mind like a pale blue sky, gentle wind or even a storm cloud on the horizon. You open your heart knowing that there’s a chance it may be broken one day and in opening your heart, you experience a love and joy that you never dreamed possible. You find that being vulnerable is the only way to allow your heart to feel true pleasure that’s so real it scares you. You find strength in knowing you have a true friend and possibly a soul mate who will remain loyal to the end. Life seems completely different, exciting and worthwhile. Your only hope and security is in knowing that they are a part of your life.”

bet u din know how happy i was to receive your phone call..
and the best thing is, im actually missing your voice..
while havin my fave radish soup, i was hoping your here beside me,
so i can share with you my fave soup made by my mom.
with much ♥ for u, mush.

.l.o.st.

i cldnt have felt more lost than before..
is like losing a part of me.. that being left behind somewhere..
until some1 finally pointed that out to me b4 i realised..
mayb its abt time i find my old self back..
the true cheerful 天塌下来当被盖的 old self me 2yrs back..
actually i've got all that i need right now,
& there's nothing much 4 me 2b worry about..
i've got my family always there 4 me.
my small lil' close clique of friends occasionally meetin up.
e bf who is always so patient with me.
a job which promise income enough 4 savings & spendings.
colleagues whom i can or cannot get along but heck!

so basically i shld b contented with what i've got right now.
lets see if you'll spot a happier me soon.....

of hitting my limit..

i think my hatred for soccer jux hit the max. 2dae..

i shall not mention what causes the hatred..
as i think guys wil find it ridiculous while girls wil agree!

i need some food now seriously..
surviving on 2 tarts, 1 chix, 1 fish, 1 scrimps & fries til now!
yet i cant go digging for food at home..
as it'll arouse "suspicious" & questions wil start shooting..
well.. i shall continue drinking waterrrrrr.... ;(

more ♥s

i got alil' outta hand typing my hate entry..
so much more than i expected..
hence i decide 2 come bac 4 more ♥-ing..

i love having both my close friends and bf by my side.
i love the freedom i get when im out-station.
i love rewarding myself with gifts.
i love surprises!
i love to give people surprises too!
i love hugs than kisses.
i love logging in to my gmail the first thing i on laptop.
i love benefit make-ups.
i love blushers more than mascaras.
i love how my eyelashes curl naturally.
i love black&white.
i love to choose purple items over other colors.
i love to see my weight goes down.
i love desserts esp. ice creams&cakes.
i love mangoes.
i love seeing my bank a/c grows.
i love paycheck day!
i love to receive small lil' souvenirs when people go hols.
i love hkg&sanfrancisco.
i love the eat.tan.bath.slp routine while on beach resorts hols.
i love travelling. as pax!
i love how you hold my hands & cross the roads.
i love how you introduce me as your gf.
i love to see familiar faces outside arrival hall when i came back from flt.
i love sitting at starbucks drinking hot chocolate.
i love movie marathons.
i love scrapbooking when inspirations hit me.
i love capturing memories on my cameras.
i love sleeping on a rainy cooling day.
i love to snuggle up tight with you and sleep the day away.
i love problem-less days.
i love having an elder brother though i've none.
i love large group outings.
i love how lomo cameras snap the photos out in unexpected colors.
i love people to give in to me.
i love to wear trenchcoats.
i love counting. anything. keeping track.
i love the digits 23 and 6.
i love secrets.
i love to feel im needed&wanted.
i love daily dosage of sweets.
i love strawberry flavoured pocky&panda.
i love unagi sushi & chawamushis.
i love ba chor mee with lotsa vinegar.
i love how people pick bones out of fish for me.
i love how i get to eat prawns without shelling them.
i love tees&jeans.
i love flat pumps with pointed tips.
i love my fringe.
i love red nail polish.
i love star gazing while laying down on an empty field.
i love leaning on your shoulder and talk nothing.
i love the secure feeling of having a large hand holding on to mine.
i love thinking. missing. and seeing you right away.
i love cycling.
i love my english name initial - V
i love small furry animals.
i love how you look after me when im sick.
i love you to take the initiation to want to meet me as it shows u miss me.
i love celebrating special occasions.
and of cux most imptly,
i love the feeling of being in love.

some ♥s

like practising hiragana &

katagana at the same time..

or havin some fattening teabreaks..

while sittin comfortably in a cafe enjoyin my hot choco,
plus people watching at the same time during a rainy day!

sometimes i jux wanna do it simple..
yet i complicate things along the way..

some lots of hatred.
click only if you can tolerate my complaints.
i've warned u already.

23.10.2009

its 23rd of the mth again!
& i've jux had my oreo cheesecake!

my 3-ban sms me abt my Nov schedule..
28th - 4th : JFK
8th - 14th : SFO
21st - 28th : Korea hols!
30th - 7th : AMS
guess wat? all my wkends r burnt totally! -.-

sometimes..

again.. its protected!
limited to just friends. :)

1year 361days ago.. (editted)

i went 2 extract my L-side wisdom tooth..
and 2dae im goin 2 extract my R-side wisdom tooth!

oh gosh.. honestly speaking, im quite scared.. ;s
i scare e feeling of injecting syringes into my gum..
& hear e drilling poking sound on my teeth..


its like 2hrs 30mins since my op. already..
im startin 2 feel e pain hitting me..
this time rnd its a female dentist & she's damn strong!
i din undergo any op. as all she did was pull & pluck out my tooth!
her assistant was in-charge of holdin bac to my head,
and she use some equipment 2 pull & dig & tadah!
here comes my lower wisdom teeth, out of my gum already.
upper was done in less than 2 tries..
she asked me 2 open my mouth bigger but i cldnt..
e anesthetic caused my mouth 2b numb..
totally no feelin & saliva oso hafta control back..
she asked me 2 relax & i cldnt help bein nervous..
its true that i was shivering thru-out e process..
which i guess she can tell by e look on my face.
however she was v nice & thoughtful -
she act. wrote down e list of things 2 do when i rch hm.
& i follow e instructions accordingly..
then i was choke by my own med lohx.. can u imagine?
cough v badly & bloody saliva jux came out of my mouth..
i duno y but i felt vulnerable at that moment..
was all alone at hm cept toto lookin at me with his slpy look..
& that helpless me was half coughin & half tearin..
i shld b stronger...

its true..

i think guys who loves 2 take photos r cute!

suddenly my love 4 toy cameras r coming bac 2 me again!

yippie!!!!

of mac's oreo cheesecake..

well it seems like im not fated 2 have my cheesecake..
its always on these fateful Mon that mush wanna meet me 4 dessert..
and unfortunately my baker's story is close on Mon!
tot we'll give cheeky choco a try this time rnd..
sadly, its also closed!! =.=
went 4 tong shui's mango dessert but portion too small..
so i tot might as well give mac's oreo cheesecake a try?

head down amk central's mac 4 it..
ordered oreo cheesecake & hot choco!

it looks diff frm e ones i order frm starbucks..
i wonder if i can customize my name instead of e flower?
hahahah~ erm, starbucks hot choc win hands down!
it doesnt taste a bit like hot choc at all!

here comes e main "dish"!
mush prefer this to baker's story..
but i hafta say 我还是对 baker's story 很专一...

free marshmallows to go with my hot choco..
mush playin with marshmallows.. rhyme isnt it?

食物好吃与否在于陪你一起吃的对象。。
所以无论再难吃的东西，只要是和对的人一起吃，
那样食物就会是好吃的啦！;)

have u any idea

how much i miss u honestly?

=(

went 2 lisa's hse 4 killing of time in e aftn..
i actually walked frm my place to ave 10's Mac,
and frm there walked over 2 lisa's hse..
was sweating like nobody's business lahx!
trust me, i was enduring that killing menses cramp too! ;(
it seems like ponstan might not be helpful 2 me le..
aft my mac lunch, i popped another 2 more..
2hrs+ ltr, e cramp is stil on-going......
hence i popped another 2 down..
only then e pain went off..
then had some htht with lisa in her rm..
we really share those in-depth secrets lohx..
LOL! i like such kinda gossips in fact..
anyway, i beat my record this mth rnd..
8pills within a time-span of 7hrs.. ;x

i think i shld go turn in earlier..
so i wont feel e pain aft e med effect went off..
lets hope i wont wake up in e middle of e night in pain..

introduction of cancan

before i 4got, its exactly 1mth 1day since i got it..
hehehe~ got it during e comex @ a bargain price imo..
free original batt, screen protector, card reader, casing
& most imptly a 16GB mem. card!!
lovin' it totally! fully utilizing it @ every opp.

最初の日

while he was away on hols, i met raju & mabelle..
to think ytd i was stil feelin lazy & tired abt goin out..
end up we settled down 2 havin dim sum & running sum errands..
which is e usual t&t clinic visiting & changin currencies..
i googled online & found a new place 2 have dim sum buffet!
its at excelsior hotel #04-02
think its more worth it 2 have durin e wkdays..
priced @ $12.90+++ for adults or $15.90+++ on wkends..
overall i think their dim sum tasted diff frm e oths that i've tried..
wldnt mind goin bac again since its not bad..

here's e collage of the food we ordered..
imo, its better 2 go 4 dim sum buffet in a big grp!
so we can order more & try more varieties!
snap a shot in e lift & look at that!
we managed 2 finish up most of e food we ordered..

hmmm, walked down to raffles place..
we nearly cab down when raju spotted e UOB building!
luckily! cux i was secretly hoping we dun cab..
went 2 t&t 4 me 2 stock up on my med & bump into 2 "seniors"
coincidentally, we bumped into them again @ e hassan..

but fortunately we din c them again e 3rd time..
here's us enjoyin dessert @ my usuals..

some candid shots..
lovelovelove it!

bidded byes shortly aft since mabelle tml got recording..
and raju decided 2 drop by my hse c toto!
but we gave mabelle a surprise!

hahaha! we sneak aft her & raju sat beside her.
to think she totally nv notice raju's presence..
in 1 of e shots, i was standin in btw them snapping behind..
when finally i stand behind her & wave into e glass..
she spotted me! LOL!

mabelle boarded her train so we went 2 took ours..
while waitin, i continue my fave snapping frm 3rd party's view..

& tryin out e self-timer inside e cabin!
which i guess im e busiest person on e train..
walkin to & fro frm both side.. hehehe

finally here's some shots of raju, nika & toto!
its weird that toto act. welcomes her instead of me!
toto nv really bark at her much & raju dares 2 carry toto!
only when raju is leavin den toto start his barking..
には、i深く.. Ŭミス真
今は完全に理解してどのようにするときにイム離れたような感じ
または多分弱い一人を大幅にミスイム？

on e term "forsaken"

now i can totally uds how it feels like..
2b left behind by ur love ones..
fortunately, its only a short 4/5Ds country-apart..

lets c how am i gonna spend my days..
on a side note, i've "passed" my bunka!
wil only know my results when i report 4 flt on 17th..
so... nw im kinda missing e bunka times..
& was hoping i've got a chance 2 learn more..
well.. life's always contradicting..

只因我，也是怕寂寞的人。

distressed

hate it when ppl threaten me!

& imagine sum1 who's in 50s is doing that 2 me!

oh gosh.. im not gonna give in.. NEVER!

even if i gotta starve myself to death, i'd rather do so..

than to give in to her threatens!

i detest...

whats going on in my brain right now..
like i told myself i shld focus on my bunka BUT yet,
it purposely kept reminding me of *that!

honestly. dont bother me. thanks!

never under-estimate mabella..

we meetup on e pretext on studyin 4 bunka..
ended up we spent like 3hrs lunchin + running errands arnd..
settled our lunch @ Sakae buffet $14.90++ per head..
aft which we went 2 pay bills - mabelle's cc bill & zhen's hp bill..
and den wanted 2 study @ Mac Cafe but cldnt find any power socket..
hence we went Civil Center opp. Causeway Point 4 Starbucks!!
had our fave atatakai-chocoletto as well!
nearly got tempted into orderin my oreo cheesecake..
BUT e price was twice of that at Baker's Story.. ;(

here's some pix took at Sakae Sushi..
love their mochissss to bits!
been long since i last bght a box & eat it all myself!

den pix took at Sam Machine & Starbucks nx..
c e oreo cheesecake & our venti hot choco!
our messy table with mabelle's laptop..

got bored aft my studyin & her watchin 90210..
so we tried out her webcam functions again!

never underestimate US!
mabelle make use of lotsa props..

we can have numerous expression 4u!
u name it, we have it! hahaha~

den aft our no. 25th shot, we got a special guest!
its none other than 蘑菇爱人!
hahaha~ givin me a pleasant surprise lahx!
but caught us slackin arnd.. ;x

some last few shots b4 we head off separately..
me hm 4 dinner & her meetin frenx 4 dinner elsewhere..

feelin's great 2 meetup aft our ORD flt..
a pity e rest of e girls isnt interested..

D.E.S.U.L.T.O.R.Y

in e midst of studyin, i got e bloggin mood..
so here i am bloggin abt watever i had in mind..

1 of e food i had 4 dinner 2nite..
its scrambled egg with onion..
its always my fave among my mom's dishes..

not 4getting havin my fave radish soup!
but i was so damn full all of a sudden lahx!
took a long long time 2 finish my soup..

here's my hotel pen collection!
i think i missed e ones frm LAX/HAN/KIX/NGO..
which high chance is i wont c them again.
so boo to that.. collection shall stop here..

how long since my fingers get stained frm blanco?
of cux rem durin my sch exams time, i always gan jiong..
wanna chiong finish my paper & use my fingers 2 rub..
hence my fingers r always stained with blanco..
OH! how i miss the study times...
1st 2 pix r took using my k850i,
while last 2 r took using my cancan..
can c the clarity diff anot?

Oct's Schedule :
8th/9th/12th/13th/14th BUNKA
17th-19th : KIX Turn
24th-26th : NRT Turn
28th-4th Nov : JFK
am ♥-ing JFK flt totally!
esp their anything u wish svc..
i love dishin up meals 2 my pax..
kie, time 2 head bac 2 bks..

CRAVINGS...

have been craving 4 these since e day i left..
and up til nw im stil craving 4 it.. ;s

1. Bengawan Solo fruit cake
(all bcux mabelle bght 1 onboard 712 & tempt me)
2. Oreo Cheesecake
(sort of e last few sweet stuffs i ate b4 flyin off)
3. Chix Wings!
(aft i saw e ads on TV Channel U)
4. Mango Dessert (hkg)
(doubt its able 2b satisfied since its in hkg)
5. dim sum esp fried wanton
(long time since i last had dim sum)
6. chawamushi & unagi
(i guess its like a monthly thing)
7. LJS fries
(i din c LJS anywhere in states.. wonder why??)
8. Omu Soba
(its only available in nrt.. iTo!!!)
9. Hot Fudge & Mudpies
(i shld pay a visit 2 NYNY soon 4 it)
10. Almond Jelly with Longans
(my all time fave dessert in SIN)
11. Airport Staff Canteen Salmon Rice
12. Ba Chor Mee
(love that strong vinegar taste!)

To Be Continued..

想念 - 马贝儿

过去的八天和她朝夕相处，今天没有她的声音笑声和一切。。
突然感觉好空虚，好像少了些东西似的。。
我们一起度过难关，一起熬夜图书，一起上下飞机，
几乎做设么都是形影不离的样子，难怪现在我会想念她。。

这是我们早上离开我们住了三晚的房间所拍的照。。。

这是我们mabella的钥匙扣。
她的是白色，我的是黑色，配合我相机包包的颜色。。
白 - storm trooper
黑 - shadow trooper

那这个当然是我和蘑菇爱人的钥匙扣啦！
同样地，他的也是白色！
白 - snow trooper
黑 - shadow trooper

我们的钥匙扣是酷的吧？
& im glad our DD is finally over!
whats up nx wil be killer - 5Ds bunka!
jux nw at NRT airport i swipe card!
sinful sinful sinful to max..

when mabella gets bored..

late last nite, me & mabelle did sth silly..
we're both muggin hard 4 our emer test 2dae..
it was sort of like a last min studyin..
both of us was stressed out & totally cldnt concentrate..
UNTIL, arnd 9+pm den we get down to work all e way til 2+am..
but midway thru, we did sth real funny & i snap it down..
mabelle oso did sth unbelieveable!
which resulted in her havin 3 rm keys! ;O

so wats up with havin 3 rm keys at e same time?
i guess e front desk wil rem her name..

randomly we realised aft our ORD flt,
mabelle developed muscles on her right arm..
while me? oddly enough its my left instead of right..

look at my cheeky face over here! LOL!

den e song that help us de-stress started playin..
b4 i realised, i took out my camera, set e self-timer..









& yes we jump to the music..
wanna know which song was that playin??
watch e followin MV & u'll get my meaning..
it certainly helped us de-stress..

enjoy e MV then.. beware thou..
the rhythm is quite catchy & might get hooked..