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突然好想你

最怕空氣突然安靜
最怕朋友突然的關心
最怕回憶突然翻滾絞痛著不平息
最怕突然聽到你的消息

想念如果會有聲音
不愿那是悲傷的哭泣
事到如今終於讓自已屬於我自已
只剩眼淚還騙不過自己

突然好想你你會在哪里
過的快樂或委屈
突然好想你突然鋒利的回憶
突然模糊的眼睛

我們像一首最美麗的歌曲
變成兩部悲傷的電影
為什麼你帶我走過最難忘的旅行
然後留下最痛的紀念品

我們那麼甜那麼美那麼相信
那麼瘋那麼熱烈的曾經
為何我們還是要奔向
各自的幸福和遺憾中老去

突然好想你你會在哪里
過的快樂或委屈
突然好想你突然鋒利的回憶
突然模糊的眼睛

最怕空氣突然安靜
最怕朋友突然的關心
最怕回憶突然翻滾絞痛著不平息
最怕突然聽到你的消息
最怕此生已經決定自己過
沒有你卻又突然聽到你的消息

你不是真正的快樂

人群中哭著 你只想變成透明的顏色
你再也不會夢或痛或心動了
你已經決定了 你已經決定了

你靜靜忍著 緊緊把昨天在拳心握著
而回憶越是甜就是越傷人
越是在手心留下密密麻麻深深淺淺的刀割

你不是真正的快樂
你的笑只是你穿的保護色
你決定不恨了 也決定不愛了
把你的靈魂關在永遠鎖上的軀殼

這世界笑了 于是你合群的一起笑了
當生存是規則 不是你的選擇
于是你含著眼淚飄飄蕩蕩跌跌撞撞地走著

你不是真正的快樂
你的笑只是你穿的保護色
你決定不恨了 也決定不愛了
把你的靈魂關在永遠鎖上的軀殼

你不是真正的快樂
你的傷從不肯完全的愈合
我站在你左側 卻像隔著銀河
難道就真的抱著遺憾一直到老了 然后才后悔著

你不是真正的快樂
你的笑只是你穿的保護色
你決定不恨了 也決定不愛了
把你的靈魂關在永遠鎖上的軀殼

你不是真正的快樂
你的傷從不肯完全的愈合
我站在你左側 卻像隔著銀河
難道就真的抱著遺憾一直到老了

你值得真正的快樂
你應該脫下你穿的保護色
為什么失去了 還要被懲罰呢
能不能就讓悲傷全部結束在此刻
重新開始活著

Sucha Weird Feeling

SS1 7th Day - last SS1 day for 2008

was up bathing & preparing & yet its not 4 work.
reminds me of how i woke up & prepare 2 set off 4 hols..
sucha pity its all on my family only..

pray that e op. wil b successful..

NOTICE!~

CREATURES ALERT!
schedule been updated & emailed to all.
pls check & revise it if possible.
BUD, all's in except urs so pls update alrights?

----------------------

met up with e usual girls again.
went expo 4 Metro Sale but it was quite empty.
saw Hall 5 which reminds me of what happened 4+yrs ago?
anyway, lisa came down aft work 2 meet us.
Suki-ed again! jux bcux i had unagi cravings. ;x
had 4 plates of unagi sushi which surprised myself.
tml m gonna mug HARD & WELL since i gotta tak test on 2nd.
tml wil also b at TTSH waiting 4 my dad's leg op. 2 end.
hopefully everything wil b ok..
wars been on-going at hm & its driving me nuts. ;(
when will e old generation starts 2b more open-minded???

Individualist

in⋅di⋅vid⋅u⋅al⋅ist
   /ˌɪndəˈvɪdʒuəlɪst/ Show Spelled Pronunciation [in-duh-vij-oo-uh-list]
–noun
1. a person who shows great independence or individuality in thought or action.
2. an advocate of individualism.

e 1 word which i remembered clearly till now.
described by my tokyo main instructor.
guess thats what described me the best afterall?
im more suitable 2b an individualist.
or rather, a loner.
my instructor said teamwork is what required in my line.
hence i shld improve on my teamwork than working on my own.
maybe, its time i heed her advice then?

6 times out of 8 days!

20th Dec :
met all my girls 4 pre-advance xmas celebration
21st Dec :
played overnite mahjong & only went off at 7am!
22nd Dec :
met zhen went town 4 gai gai
23rd Dec :
met lisa & acc her 2 buy tonics 4 her colleagues

skipped 24th & 25th Dec

26th Dec :
met lisa 4 our secret mission & 2gether with zhen 4 dinner
27th Dec :
lisa, zhen & me r meetin 4 dinner again! movie too!

can u imagine how happy i am? ;D
anyway, both me & lisa LA on the day as well! hahaha~
ytd we had zi cha & 2dae we're gonna try western.
both r frm my hse downstair's hawker..
we'll b goin on budget so as 2 save $$!!

Side Track :
bud helped me checked my Jan's schedule already!
i'll be goin Amsterdam, Los Angeles & Hanoi nx mth!!
woohooo~ wil Amsterdam b snowin when im there?
i definitely hope so! ;p
budden e Euro$$ is holding me back..

1 Singapore Dollar = 0.49244 Euro
1 Euro (EUR) = 2.03072 Singapore Dollar (SGD)

=(

on a happier note, if it follows exactly as the schedule,
w/o any hicups or whatsoever, i'll be in SIN durin CNY!
im bac on the 25th Jan arnd 9+pm!
mayb wil miss e reunion dinner with my family..
my momo already say wil save e food 4 me..
and then i'll have 3 days of H which is 26th, 27th & 28th..
CNY 1st, 2nd & 3rd day im on HOLIDAY!
wooohooo~ tell me im blessed..

mayb its really like what they say,
"lose on the r/s matter but win on the other matters"

is that true?

i gotta go prepare & meet e girls in 20mins!

Thanks Loads!

Lisa damn steady lohx!

me : "lisa, u free tml noon acc me go .... "
lisa : "can aft 5pm?"
me :"nvm lohx.. i go myself.."
lisa : "what time & venue?"
me : "nvm lahx.. u meet ur bf since he nan de night shift."
lisa : "i bath already. so whats the time & venue?"

- followed by a missed call -

lisa : "i make-up done. meet where wat time?"

really thanks alot 4 giving me e courage & accompany..
thou our mission is only half complete,
but i stil appreciate it, honestly.

Once Bitten, Twice Shy

i will not allow the thrice to happen.

not gonna try asking anymore since outcome might be e same.

thanks anyway!

SS1 Day One

was feelin panicky whole day!
esp when my hp rang follow by hse phone rang..
luckily, its jux deliveryman calling..
*phew*

but D-girl wasnt so lucky..
she was called bac 4 sfo trip due tml..

Merry Xmas Eve tml.. =)

JoJo + NiNi & Cut Hair Day!

my recent fave!
esp when my lovelies say they can meet early..
wil definitely ask them eat traditional breakfast with me..
i love e bread toast with thick buttery taste!
ooze out butter aft my 1st bite - me love!
breakfast!

train-ed to Orchard aft breakfast..
embark on our gai gai session,
thou i wasnt keen in getting anything..
aft e recent splurge of $200+ within 3hrs at LA..
was feelin guilty hence decide 2 cut down..
哪只比较好看呢?
短裤裤！热天气最棒！
paid a visit 2 LV..
saw a sec sch junior workin there..
xmas tree in Taka!
so grand, of cux mux snap!
she bght a pair of Pazzion shoes!
i can nv persuade myself 2 buy..
so i bght a pair of Schu pumps instead..
stil burnt a hole nonetheless..
& its my 3rd pair of pumps already! ;(
小红鞋走节路！
suits me?
pinky nail polish is mine!
nice?
眼镜看 Far East..
最后一张咯！
再见，我的爱人！
哈哈哈哈哈~
处旧迎新！
看看我的侧脸吧！
拜拜！我旧发型~
我剪平头吗？
当然不是啦！
我整齐的刘海。。
我的左手边。。
我的右手边。。
怎样？我一长一短的头发？
YAY! 我有个娃娃头！

号外号外！
我把我左手边的头发给剪平了耶！
谁叫我吃这行饭，不能剪些太离谱的发型咯！

号外号外二！
我的薪水进来咯！
不过，得多给些妈妈啦！
可能不能存钱了！

i wish i

can be at home during this festive season..


but im on SS1 from 23rd-26th and 28th-30th Dec.. ;(

so i jux hope i wont get called up..

GH Roll 1

@ Harajuku Station with J..
my Lotteria lunchy..
this is hers..
cold cold night out waitin 4 shuttle bus..
nv gonna 4get this experience we had!
dinner with Yvonne & Valerie..
here's me & Valerie..
me & yvonne..
e 3 of us 2gether!
its hard 2 squeeze 3 pax 2gether..
& all my buys!
all these within 3hrs.. ;(
e sky of clouds..
taken when i DH bac to SIN..
e 3 of us gathering b4 our flt..

normal film with normal shots..
gonna try it out with other films already!
i hope my lomo films can arrive faster!

Falling In Love..

with my Holga once again!
these shots turned out so rich in color..
all thx 2 e film used - Fuji 100F!
shall source 4 it when im in US or Jap..
taken durin my bdae this yr..
its richness red color i hearrt lotsss!
jux another normal shot..

gathering with my classmates..
1st time - D, J & V catching up 2gether!
make a guess, FE2 belongs to which 2 of us?
J & D?
V & J?
or D & V?
multi-exposure = cameras with usss
& a pretty grp photo taken by a waiter..

wil b back with golden half shots soon..

Yearning

for a holiday so badly..










can any1 jux bring me away?

Again..

why does bad news spread faster than gd?

ppl only talks abt bad instead of gd..

its so scary to be in this line..


or rather.. in this co...

Pipin' Hot

out from the oven!

wil share more pix frm my 1st roll when im bac..
seriously hope there's free internet over at LAX..
else its wasted 2 brin it overseas with me..
its time 2 start muggin for JOL4 too.. =\

bye to SIN in 4hrs 7mins..

hi to XMAS in exactly 10days!

Couple Watch???

back 2 update more ltr..

wOohOo~

i spotted another camera at Lomography..
its a CHROME FISHEYE 2!!
much more stunning than the WHITE FISHEYE 2!

budden LOMO Int'l no longer offer free shipping!
boo hoo~! ;(

and i accidentally tempted D-girl into buyin it..
she bght my White FE2 from me! ;D
then Creature Head said she feel like buyin 1 too!
hahahah~ wil update our outing 2dae when i transferred e pix..

*am feelin lazy 2 transfer photos again*

Self-Reflection..

makes me a happier girl..


*give myself a pad on the shoulder*

To Quench Your Thirst

cux i realise ppl visit my blog even thou i nv update..
so as not 2 dissapoint my readers, i shall blog abit..
as mentioned earlier, me & creature head venture 2 Harajuku!
which creature head caught a bad flu, she's at NGO nw..
pitifully, she got diarrhoa & menses cramps!
super sway i know.. =\
take care alrights, creature head?

we tot each other know how 2 go Harajuku..
end up both of us duno!
WTH! so we did wat we do best!
ask e tix officer 4 directions lohx..

aiya~ i cant blog in details cux i need 2 rush out le..
enjoy e pix 1st.. i wil edit entry again.. ;D
tried takin impromptu photo..
we din arrange this shot..
its jux nice i turn bac & she captured it..
xmassy tree outside GAP store..
waitin 4 e shuttle bus 2 fetch us..
got an incident 4 me 2 talk out regarind this..
kekeke~ new experience siax.. LOL!
creature head & tail bunkin in!

HELP!!!!

im in New York hotel & it suddenly blacks out..
i stunned for 10secs before recovering..

search for my hp 2 use the Light,
walk 2wards the door & see if there's any1 arnd...
luckily, there's another person same as me..
not aslp at such odd hours..

My Hardwork

paid off finally..


i shld b at NRT right now..
enjoyin myself with Creature Head @ Harajuku..
this entry was scheduled 2b posted..

See SIN again in 5days time!
i hope my luggage can fit in all my buys!

Pre-Advance Xmas Gift

ytd my xmas gift arrived!
i ordered online & it was delivered 2 my place..

her 1st trip wil b 2 acc me 2 NYC!!
i shall monitor her performance,
and decide if she wil acc me arnd e world!

20days more 2 Xmas!
m gonna spend a lonely xmas again.. =\

will i have the chance

to see the beautiful sunset with *euu again?