some moment on my own..

i act. took bus & train down 2 raffles place,
jux 4 e sake of seeing doc & changin currencies.
all done within 1hr 30mins time.
durin which i spent time thinkin abt what im gonna do.
my bond is comin 2 an end on 13th Mar..
yet im clueless abt wat i shld do nx.
felt like im left standin at x-rd junctions..
left right 4ward backward with nowhere 2 head 2..
meaningless existence.. am i?