WHY?!?!

my loots r not here yet?
both sprees that i join got delayed..
;(
i wanna try out e new nail polishes..

now im thinkin if i shld msg e you-know-who
or mayb i shld wait 4 e you-know-who 2 msg me 1st

on e other hand, i've spent >$100+ this wkend..
getting things i need when i travel 2 jap nx Sun..
and its makin me feelin jittery & queasy..
a sense of regretfulness filled up my mind & soul..
but everything is too late 2b undone now

i cant believe i'll b alone in Jap at this current time nx Sun