having some mixed feelings right now..

have no idea where 2 start from..

well.. guess i'll jux say wateva comes 2 my mind le..

1st of all, sum bad news came by jux nw..

zy msg me say sth happened 2 sum ppl in my class..

like havin internal conflicts??

act. kinda agree wib wat shar say..

oni part of it..

but on e oth hand, mayb another party really cannot tak it??

i duwan b caught as a middle-man

so i rather stand as neutral...

thou its our last yr last sem 2gether..

every1 dun seems 2 cherish each oth more..

instead more misunderstandings & conflicts keep happening..

its suppose 2b e time when we all stand as 1..

however, we r drifting further apart..

mayb wat i said has finally brin notice 2 e oths..

close on e outside but strangers on e inside..

if u really take e oth person as a close fren,

u wil pour all ur woes 2 e person rite?

but wat if u have 5 close frenx?

wld u jux tell 1 person n left e oth 4 out?

i have nv had such a strong feelin abt bein left out,

until ultimately when it happens 2 me..

really hate the feeling of oth ppl tokin abt sth which i duno,

but when i try 2 find out, im oni 2b ignored..

wat kinda f/s is tis?

mayb 1 do grow up from failure,

but izzit really true tat ppl changes over nite?

it can bcum so scary tat u no longer uds e person anymore?

duno wat him/her is thinking, wat his/her mentality is animore?

it can make a person wib no temper 2 finally explode..

express all e feelings out..

1 thing i can b sure is, i have uds some ppl more thru tis..

i get 2 noe more abt them..

if u keep mixing wib e same company,

u can nv noe wats e world outside..

and nw since i have stepped out from ur world,

i do hope that the person whu stepped into ur world wil brin u happiness

and 4 me, i wil also b able to find my true company..

PS : this entry is not suppose 2b a complaint,

BUT jux a feeling i get aft .....