*sIgh* 2dae is a sad day..

thou nuttin happen 2 me..

but sth happen 2 my close frenx..

tis morn while i was havin my pract..

busy payin attention 2 wat my lecturer is sayin..

my hp keep vibrating..

aft checking.. got 3 new msges..

1 is frm dar.dar, another frm zhen, n e last frm cine..

i check it frm e 1st to e last..

while checkin e 2nd msg.. i was v shocked!!

i totally duno wat 2 reply..

im speechless.. dumb-struck..

zhen.. she broke up wib her bf, yong sheng..

althou i really cant tink of a reason y she wanna break..

but im sure she have her own reason..

she even cried.. n im sad bcux im not by her side..

if oni i cld b by her side when she make tat decision..

i wld have persuade her out of it..

im sure she loves him more than any1 else..

n he loves her unconditionally..

i really wonder..

y izzit 2 person whu loves each oth mux break up?

dont they love each other?

arent they e world 2 each other?

if they treasure each other, y wld a r/s fail?

y does God wanna create Love..

makin every1 so upset n hurt?

im afraid of followin in her footstep..

even thou i noe im stil young..

there's stil lotsa time 4 me 2 choose slowly..

but which is better?

2b 2gether with sum1 u loves, n he loves u..

but he dun have all e expectations which u want

OR

2b wib sum1 which u DUN really loves, n he loves u..

but he have all e expectations which u want?

which 1 wld u choose?

i wil choose e 1st..

bcux no matter how much he have nw..

it doesnt mean he wil stil have it in e future..

but e feeling of love wil stil b there..

if u treasure him, e feelin n memories wil b eternity..

n im alady satisfied wib wat i have..

i hope 2 treasure my r/s wib dar.dar..

bcux i cherish tis r/s..

however, i got sum words 4 ppl whu choose e 2nd..

"ur jux aft wat he have nw, but tink abt it..

if 1 day he were 2 lost all of it..

wld u stil stick by him?"

think abt it..

in e past, i oways hope my bf wld change 2 suit me..

but rite nw.. i wld rather he remain e same..

bcux if he were 2 really change himself..

it wldnt b real love.. bcux e 1 i fall in love with is his old self..

n not e 1 i want him 2 b..

so wat 4 hopin ur bf 2 change 2 suit u?

wat for?!