aWww.. rEaLLy bEen a lONg lOnG tIme...

loNgEst oF aLL tAt i stOp wRitIng bLog..

tHeRe's a rEaSon bhInd iT..

cUx m sIck aGaIn laHx.. hEe~

sO sAd sIax.. tIs yR kEeP faLLiNg sIck..

tIs yR i "fAn tAi sUi" maHx..

n tAt tIme rEad a bK.. it sAy i tIs yR gOt..

"xUe gUaNg zHi zAi" mEaNs tRoubLe cOncErnIng bLood?

hAHaha.. qUitE aCcUraTe laHx..

kEeP hAvIn rAshes 4 nO rEason tOo maHx..

hUmpHx.. m sO bOrEd aT hM nEhx..

nO1 aSk mE oUt loRx..

eHhhhx... gOt laHx.. bUt i dUn wAn gO...

mOi fIngErs aRea iTcHy..

kEep sCraTcHing.. dEn gO ouT v uGLy laHx..

sCraTcH n sCrAtcH.. hAhaha.

ppL mIgHt tOt i gOt dIsEaSe oR wAt..

LoLx.. weLL weLL.. 4gEt iT..

iTs bEen aGes sInce i meEt up wIb mOi dEaRies..

mIss dEm sO mUCh.. nW tAt tHeIr eXamx oVer..

mIne cUm lE.. hArd 2 mEet aGaIn.. =[

i mIsSs e tImes wE wEnt oUt sLaCk..

mIss sHoPpIng.. mIss mOi 1st cUppa cOffEe aT sTarbUcKs..

caLLed "rHumba".. LoLx..

mIss aLot tHiNgY bUt nO cHaNcE 2 fuLfiL..

cUx i "bU zHen qI" kEep faLLiN sIck..

iF oNi iM fIt n hEaLthY.. dEn i gOt sO mUch tIme..

sOoo sOO muCh tIme 4 dem lE..

=\ fEel sO sAd..

lAst wk when i wAs sIck.. rEaLly fEel sO dOwn..

y dIn i tAke cAre oF mYseLf..

oNi wHen Im sIck dEn nOe hOw 2 rEgRet..

dEn sIck owAys dRag sO lOng 2 rEcOvEr.. hIakx..

i hAte it!! tIs yR is jUx nOt mOi yEar..

hOpe 2005 wiLl b bETter..

hEhe.. tAt tIme i eVen tOt tAt i wAs dYiN sOon..

n i iMagIne i cAnt fUlfiL mOi lAst dReAm..

mOi pRomIsE.. mE n mOi dEar dE pRomIse..

15/04/05 wiLL b e dAy wE 2gEthEr 7mThs 06dAys..

keke.. aBit e bo liAox rIte? y 7mThs 06dAys?

cUx mOi lOngEst r/s is 7Mths 6dAys maHx..

sO hE sAy nO mAttEr wAt oSo wiLl tAhAn uNtiL tAt dAy..

i sCare i cAnt b wIb hIm wHen e dAy cOmes...

n i sTartEd cRyIng aGaIn..

sUmOre.. eVer sINce wE'r 2gEther..

up tiLl nOw.. hE hAven eVen teLl mE e 3 iMpt wOrd..

nOt eVen once!!!

sO sAd.. =[

oNi yTd i "fa pi qi" den he sTaRt 2 "hOng wO"

n sAy dEar.. laOpo.. i love u...

hUmpHx.. bUt sErIousLy.. iM fEeLing iNsEcUre..

i dUn fEel hIs love..

iZzIt bcUx wE hAven bEen mEet sINce lAst fRi?

*cRiEs* i mIss hIm.. bUt dOes hE mIss mE?

i fOund oUt tAt.. i'vE loSt qUite a nO. oF fReNx lE..

i gOt mOi 3 dEaRies.. bUt i lOst mOi loWer sEc bUds..

mIss tHoSe tImes wHen wE hAvin nEtbaLL..

wHen wE pLaYin dAi dEe aT e vOid dEck..

wHen wE gO aRcAde jUx 2c sHuYu dAnCe DDR..

wHen wE gO KTV ceLe sHuwEi's bdAe..

tOo mAny tOo mANy........

sO maNy mEmOrIes.. oNi tHey cAn aCc mE nw..

=( oMg.. i'vE wRiTten sUch a lOng pOst..

iNsPiRaTiOn tOo mUch.. hAHaha...

*sCraTch fIngErs*

1 mOre sAd tHinGy.. oN tHur

i cHange mOi mSn nick 2..

"sCreAmfEst 2004 @ fOrt cAnnIng.. wHu wAnna gO?"

oNi 3 ppL mSg mE..

tAt feLLOw iS e 3rd..

n.. kNowIng tAt i liKe sCarY mOvies..

hE din sHow mUch inTereSt iN gOin wIb mE at aLl..

*dOubLe dIsaPpoIntEd*

iNsTead is mOi jIe mEi wHu kEep aSkin mE..

n yTd mOi jIe mei caLLed mE jUx 2 ask mE..

iF iM iNtErestEd iN wAtchin iT wib hIm oN sAt..

tAt iS 2dAe lOrx.. *sObx*
oF cUx i tUrn hIm dOwn lE..

wAsnt feeLin sO gOod..

n hE eVen bGht e tIx aLady..

y iZzIt e pErsOn wHu shLd tReAt mE liDat is nOt him?

i teLl mOiseLf nOt 2 tInk bOut iT lE..

bUt i stiLl fEel gUILty 2wArd mOi jIe mEi..

Im sOrRy...