aInt fEeLing gOod rIte nOw..

tHou jUx mEet mOi dEaRies n cAme hM..

sLaCk aT cAfE cArteL 4 aRnd aN hR oR pLus..

bUddEn.. sTh hAppEn.. n i dUN fEeL gOod..

sErIoUsLy.. e fEeLing oF bEIn iGnOre aInt nIce..

i dUn wAnNa bReaK dOwn.. i kEeP teLLiNg mYseLf..

cUx iM a sTrOng a gEr..

bUt wHeneVa i tOt oF wAt hApPeN oN tUe nIte..

e nIte wHeRe bY mOi dEaRie cIne sAy i'Ve cHaNgEd..

i feLt sO hUrt.. sHe dUno hOw sTrEssfuL i fEeLs..

i kEeP wIsHin tIs wK wOuLd pAsS fAster..

hAnd iN aLL mOi pRoj.. n hAve sOme qUaLity tIme wIb dEm..

bUt.. sUmtImes.. wAitIn n tInKin bY myseLf is nOt eNuff..

tHey dUnO hOw i fEeLs..?? =[

oNi mOi cLaSsmAtes wiLL nOe wAt is caLL rUsHIng pRoj..

n tAt mEaNs eVerydAy pRoj pRoj pRoj..

eVen iF it mEaNs sTaYin uNtiL 9pM..

wHeRe fRee aCceSs eNds..

wEigHtaGe oF pRoj cAn gO aS hIgh aS 40%..

tAt is aRnd haLf oF e tOtaL aLrEaDy..

i canNot aFfOrd 2 lOse iT..

i dUn wAnNa aDmIt iT.. bUt..

aCt. iM nOt aS sTrOng aS hOw u gUys tHiNk..

i gOt mY wEaK sIde tOo.. bUt wHu nOe?

iM cRyIng n yEt i dUn wAnNa lEt mOi mUm c..

dUn wAn hEr 2 wOrRy..

iM tIrEd oF eXpLaInIng..

iM sCaRed.. dOes oNe tRembLe wHen sHe fEeLs sCaRe?

iF sO.. i nEed a hUg..

sUm1 to teLl mE i nOe u cArE 4 mE..

i dUn wAnNa lOsE aNi1.. iM aFrAid..

i shLd fEeL hAppy aFt cOmpLeTiNg 3 oUt oF 5 pRoj..

bUt i dUn fEeL hApPy oR reLax..

=/ im tIrEd.. rEaLLy tIrEd..

wHeNeVa i cRy.. iS jUx cRyIng siLeNtLy..

dUn wAn ani1 to c it..

i dUn wAn..