i tot i cld b brave.. n not shed a single tear..

but im wrong.. utterly wrong..

i dun uds y i cried..

even when my close frenx went abroad..

i oso wont feel anitin..

but yet 2dae from 1pm onwards..

i've been lookin at e clock n hp for every 15mins..

checking it.. fiddling it.. counting it...

bcux dar.dar fly 2 aust jux less than 3hrs ago..

n i cried uncontrollably like a crazy woman inside my bedroom..

when i saw e time is 6:30pm..

but jux less than 5mins i start crying..

my dar.dar msged me.. "u start crying already?"

i ended up crying harder....

i refuse 2 reply his msges.. cux i dun uds..

y wld he bear 2 leave me alone here n go enjoy himself?

I REFUSE TO UDS N REPLY HIS MSG!!

dun bother tokin logic 2 me.. i wont listen..

jux barely 2days aft my bdae.. n im copin by myself alone

isnt it v pathetic? ugh~

well.. e past few days have been goin out..

makin 2dae super lethargic..

wanting 2 slp.. n yet i scare miss his last few sms..

isnt it dilemma?

aft wat happen jux nw.. im in no mood 2 blog at all..

in no mood 2 blog abt wateva tat happen last few days..

so jux c my photos wil do..

e coming 15 days wil b e greyish darkest days..

of our r/s..